Admit it. We all have had that feeling of not being good enough. The feeling of passing by almost everyone and thinking ‘She is good looking’ That feeling of being ugly will never fade, no matter how many compliments you get. You know the truth. That momentary happiness cannot override that sinking feeling of seeing guys ogle over another girl or girls complimenting some guy. It sucks. Period.
Now one thing that comes along with the feeling of being ugly is the tendency to accept what we think we deserve. We end up liking a guy for all the wrong reasons. We like someone we know would never notice us. We like that guy who we know would never look our way. In this process, unknowingly someone causes us so much pain that we can’t ever express it in a few words. Why do we always fall for the bad guy? Why do we like players, bad boys, playboys?? Why can’t we see their nature? Why is there always this one spark of hope in our soul that says behind all that facade lies a guy who I know is good. Why do we imagine life to be a Wattpad story when ,in reality, it actually isn’t?
We yearn for them, our actions are unintentionally intended to to gain their attention. One word they say to us, makes our day. And don’t get me started on that feeling when they look at you…
The thing about life is that we never want the good one. No one likes a monotonous life. Everyone wants adventure, passion, ambition, danger… These are the sort of things that exhilarate us to such a high level. These are the things to live by. The unpredictability of life is where the whole beauty lies…
The good boy would take you to meet his parents, he would take you on beautiful dates, he would get you flowers, he would always be there for you. But you know what sort of a scene am I describing?An Utopian one. A cliche..
No one wants a cliche… everyone imagines having one but then where’s the fun in that. A good girl wants a bad boy who is only good for her and a bad boy wants a good girl who is only bad for him..
All those girls out there, I know you will not admit it but no matter how much anyone one says, this insecurity of being ugly will never go.. This feeling is one to last. All I am saying is find a guy who makes you feel worth something. Accept a guy because you know you deserve him, don’t stoop down because of your beauty, taking any sort of nonsense from anyone. The surface of the ocean may be sparkling and beautiful, but it is what lies underneath it that fascinates people and draws them in..
There are poems inside you that even paper can’t handle. Be your own kind of beautiful….